Although my life has not exactly been a bed of roses, I feel that more or less the life I'm leading now is the life that I want to lead. Ok my grades in school may not be fantastic, my family life definitely not desirable, but on the whole, I think I am a happy person. I don't know if I'm delusioned about life, but I think I've reached a point where I feel rather contented. I sound like I've reached like 40 yrs of age and achieved great things lol. Maybe it's just a lack of ambition and drive--> Therefore I think I'm happy to live life like how I live it now because I have no dreams of being someone great, therefore no disappointments for being who I am now. Haha.
Sudden random thoughts because D suddenly told me that he I seem to portray that I am living life to the fullest.

On second thought, why should I go analyse why I am a happy person? I think, therefore I am. And I think I can live with this. Haha.