Although my life has not exactly been a bed of roses, I feel that more or less the life I'm leading now is the life that I want to lead. Ok my grades in school may not be fantastic, my family life definitely not desirable, but on the whole, I think I am a happy person. I don't know if I'm delusioned about life, but I think I've reached a point where I feel rather contented. I sound like I've reached like 40 yrs of age and achieved great things lol. Maybe it's just a lack of ambition and drive--> Therefore I think I'm happy to live life like how I live it now because I have no dreams of being someone great, therefore no disappointments for being who I am now. Haha.
Sudden random thoughts because D suddenly told me that he I seem to portray that I am living life to the fullest.

On second thought, why should I go analyse why I am a happy person? I think, therefore I am. And I think I can live with this. Haha.

This is exactly 1 week after my birthday but I still have to blog about it since it was like The 21st. Haha. I must say the surprise did work because I totally had no idea about the party. But I should say the surprise was more like the timing than the party itself cos it was celebrated one wk before my actual birthday. I did enjoy myself very much that night and wanna thank everyone who could make it and for those who couldn't make it it's ok I did receive suspicious videos and microsoft word docs. Hahaha.. Was touched to watch/read them and to receive greetings frm u all tho u all were a million miles away. Most of all I wanna thank Dearest for organising the whole thing for me and making the party happen :) All of the pics are on fb but I shall juz upload a few here..


Somehow being 21 doesn't feel that old to me, though many ppl tell me it is. I still feel as youthful as I did 3 yrs ago. Mayb I still haven't grown up yet cos many ppl tell me I hv to be more mature. Haha..Tis is not a good thing..



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