I know exams are coming..But I can't help this 'wastage of precious time' here blogging..becos I have so much on my chest.

This is really not the time. Why does my heart feel so heavy. I feel so confused. At times when I see you, I am even unsure if whether what I feel is love or just a sense of familiarity. But I do know that whenever I want to say something which I know will hurt you, I just can't bear to say it because I don't want to see you sad. But not saying it and keeping it inside me is really eating me slowly. Is that love? To want to protect you from this pain I am feeling. Or is that something I would feel towards everyone else and anyone else.

I wish I had all the answers.

On a side note, I went to Juzz's house a few days ago to take a video for our proj. However it turned out that we din even make the video at all bcos all the cue cards couldn't fit into the screen. And we bought 'sad face' and 'ok sign' chops for nothing. So we ended chopping each other's hands and feet instead. How funny is that. Anywayz..the presentation ended up well. I am full of hope for this module actually=)

As for the mahjong table proj, we were initially full of hopes for it until we realised that the manufacturer hadn't followed ANY of our specifications and the table top ended up being so thick and heavy (approx 100 kg) which was totally ridiculous and the legs as expected couldn't take the weight and split into 2. So we had to present to TKC without the prototype in the end as it was all too late to do anything. But still, I think he knew it wasn't our fault and hence yar.. maybe everything wasn't so bad after all.


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Listening to sad songs now makes me feel very sad