The first day of Cny wasn't as bad as I expected it to be. Meeting up and chatting with distant relatives actually seemed a tad bit enjoyable, probably because everyone made an effort to do so. It's the first time my parents aren't here for cny..but they asked me to go follow my uncle around to do visits. So I was at my uncle's hse even when the other side of their relatives came (totally unrelated to me) cos I had to wait for them to be driven ard to visit other relatives. My cousin (uncle's son) kept announcing to everyone I was his new sister cos it seemed like I had switched famililes lol. Reunion dinner the night b4 with dear's family was also a happy occasion.

But today I got soooo mad at him for being stoopid. He is always so dumb. I shall not elaborate more. All I can say is that guys are dumb. NO EQ WHATSOEVER. Full stop. Hmph.

Right here I must rant on how I almost missed watching Cinderella totally, which was one of the greatest things I looked forward to last week. Firstly, I ASSUMED that the show was at 7:30 pm without even looking at the tix which until now I still cannot understand why. So I was merrily hanging out with yt and hl at Bugis for quite some time till abt..4 plus? Ok and then I slowly made my way home and reached home at around 6. Then, something struck me and I decided to check what time the show really was (written on the tix). At that moment, I was still damn sure that the show wld start at 7:30pm. But guess wat? I took a look at the tix and it read "Show time: 3pm"!! I almost died of heart attack. So I called dear and told him the bleak situation. In the end, we decided to go to Sistic and Esplenade and ask them if they could swap our tickets for another show because we really didn't get to use them at all due to my unpardonable folly. By the time I met him, it was 7:30pm. We were supposed to eat dinner first but decided that gg to exchange the tickets were more important than our stomachs which was why we strolled over to the Esplenade first. As we were walking thru the path somewhere remotely inside the Esplenade, I heard the announcement saying sth abt pple watching the 8pm Cinderella show to hurry up inside the theatre because they were gg to start soon. So I thought since there was actually a show showing then, we might as well pretend we din know the tix were meant for the 3pm show and just try to enter hoping the person tearing the tickets would not find out. As it turned out, she really did NOT check the time and just tore the tickets and let us in. So we happily rushed in to watch the show. But the sad part was the usher just outside did realise our tix were for the 3pm show when she looked at our tix to show us to our seats, so being the bitch she is (you just can tell frm her face), she kicked up a big fuss and eventually involved the management. But they , unlike her, did realise we were not reusing tix to watch the show twice since the person downstairs did rmb tearing our tix just a moment ago, and that we just mixed up the show-times. So since it wasn't full house, they gave us 2 seats and we managed to watch the show in the end! End of story.. Haha..

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out, I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing with me
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Come on and open up your mind and see like me (I won't hesitate)
Open up your plans and damn you're free(No more, no more)
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours(It cannot wait, I'm sure)
So please don't, there's no need(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yoursOh, I'm yours
Oh, I'm yours
Oh, whoa, baby you believe I'm yours
You best believe, best believe I'm yours

Jason Marz
I'm Yours

Rarr. My parents are going overseas tmr morning. Joy! Only cos this is the first time I will have the whole house to myself for 2.5 wks. More peace for me now =)) Perhaps I will miss them after they're gone. Like after 1 wk..lols

Random phototaking during lecture breaks..

Meal with Prof Poh and Yh! Quite long ago. Just happened to find it in my phone while uploading. As u can c..my hair is straight..plus short. Haha.

One of the photos I like of us.. =))

Tell me who in the world goes to Genting to gamble. I didn't know Genting was famous for gambling. All along I thought it was known for those little buggy car rides. Las Vegas seems like a better place to gamble. Haha. C goes there often to gamble, I just learnt on fri. Den I asked him, "Ur parents allow you to gamble??" Guess what he replied.. " I go there with my father." I was like -_-...

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It felt weird talking to Qn abt relationships, probably becos it isn't something you would usually discuss with a guy. He asked me to guess who he was the closest to in ISE. Den I said I really don't know. And his answer was "I thought I'm the closest to you?" , which in a way really surprised me. I always regarded him as a close friend, but didn't know we were that close. Well, I suppose now I know. It's not that I don't feel the same way, just that perhaps it was something I was only subconsciously aware of rather than consciously. I'll be sad when he goes overseas for SEP. Luckily it's not anytime soon, ard a yr's time.

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Sch starts tmr. And I think I look forward to it slightly more than I did last semester. Because the modules look more interesting, probably less technical. But I shldn't get my hopes too high, there might not be that much of a difference after all (I will realise after attending a few lectures). I must be more hardworking this sem.

***

Right now, right here, I am really thankful that I have you. Sometimes I think if I didn't have a boyfriend, I wouldn't still be here. Not in the sense that I must have a boyfriend because I can't stand being unattached, afraid of what others would think. It's more of like a listening ear, even though you don't always say the right things, or play the right part, I know you still love me no matter what. Being attached perhaps makes me feel that my existence does bring happiness and meaning into someone else's life, like I'm living not only for my own happiness. Of course I'm not denying that people live their lives for themselves mainly and I am no different. But still, somehow, I feel I need to go on because someone out there needs me and wants me to.

I wonder if it's what I'm suffering from that causes these bouts of sadness and wistfulness. Deep down, I hope it is. And perhaps, there may never be a cure.

I AM SOO BOREDDD...

1:37: (Calls the bf to chat)..
2:15: Bf wants to go to sleep..
2:16-5:14: Suspiciously manages to pass away time
5:15: Sees bf online (Knows he is there but not really there cos his status is busy = playing dota)
5:16: Opens a conversation box and types sth random to him
5:17: No reply
5:18: Smses him to tell him I am talking to him online and to order him to stop playing dota
5:19: Receives a reply on msn containing 3 WORDS "Wad a joke"
5:20: He goes back to playing dota. Asks me to call him at 7

Conclusion: I am such a LOSER..
Haha

Dunno how come I am so bored altho this is the only day of the week I am spending the whole day at home. Zzz.

Speaking abt loserism, it brings me to talk abt miss yueting's birthday. Where I organised a game which was another thing to add to my list of flops in life. Hurhur.

I am bleak.

On a brighter note, I am looking forward to see C tmr! And Qn. =)

It stuns me how much time I'm going to be spending with Jh next sem.

This semester I must aim at least to get an average of Bs for everything. If not I will really feel v useless. Can I say how much I really wish to be over and done with my degree, so much more than others. It amazes me how qn thinks it is cool to study till phd and if there were higher degrees he would rather go for it than work. Ok I'm not saying my dream is to enter the workforce right now, but still, maybe I would have been better off in arts & social sciences. It wouldn't be that much of a struggle, but there would be tons of readings. I feel like such a couch potato. Randommm.

I have this urge to call C up and whine. He has a really high level of tolerance for whinings.