Reading her blog about him (singing his praises) makes me wonder if I was wrong then to have let it pass and wondering how things would be like if I hadn't. But then, I am happy about where I am now.

Don't look back.

I've been amusing myself lately with this book "How to be a Complete & Utter Failure in life, work and everything. 39.5 steps to lasting underachievement." My uncle gave it to me. It's suppose to work reverse psychology. Hah.

Nyways, I dunno why these few days I feel like super tired. Even if I don't go out or just go out for a few hours, I seem to be lifeless and listless.

Meeting up with YS was as crazy as usual. We both make each other laugh hysterically whenever we meet. Think we are just a crazy pair.

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On a side note, I think those balls of new year wishes floating around on the Singapore River have totally destroyed whatever the scenery had to offer. Now everything just looks clustered and polluted. Qn, Yh and I were sitting there taking in the sights and enjoying the wind after eating at Changing Appetites at Marina Sq. Seems like everytime I go there, I always end up at the same restaurant. Random.

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Yesterday I finally met the creatures! Like after so damn long. We met at Xf's house. Xf has a very, very, very cute dog!! A 3 months old golden retriever which is hyper active. It kept pouncing on me to play. Think I've fallen in love with it. Her name is Helen.

Jiani is flying off for exchange to Georgia Tech tmr at 4am!! Sigh..will miss her.. Oh and von is still the same. Still gushing over Ling Jun Jie until now. And she said that dear looks like him. So the rest were convinced that she was trying to snatch him away from me. Hahaha. I'm very entertained. Ok I shall now upload some pictures..

SEP results are out. Qn got into university of Waterloo! Though not his first choice, but at least it's better than nth. Haha. I think I might apply for summer studies though, depending on whether I can get to the place of my choice.

Sentosa was fun. Not exactly as fun as it would have been overseas, but I guess it's the company that matters. =)) Shall post pictures next time.

Tmr I am finally meeting up with Miss Yoke, after one million yrs!! Haha. And we're both waiting for the same miracle to happen. *crosses fingers*

And then mon, it's supper with wj. Din know his birthday was coming till he had to hint to me. Haha. So thick-skinned. But then again, I don't know why I keep forgetting every yr! Vicious cycle of history repeating itself.

Tuesday will be my death day. Results are coming out. I hope I will pass programming. Please, please, please, just let me pass. It's one of my christmas wishes this yr. The same day is dear's mum's birthday. Think he will be in the mood to celebrate cos he will surely do well as usual. Then I will look so pathetic if I did badly. Bleahh. Haha. I shall just hope for the best I guess.

Oh ya my mum just told me my dad and her will be away from 15 Jan to 2 Feb holidaying in Australia and New Zealand. I can't go cos school will have started by then. Means I will have the whole house to myself! Dear says he can come accompany me and stayover at my house for once cos it's always been me staying over at his house only. My mum says we can use the cars too! Means we can drive to sch. Yayy. And she bought us tix to the musical Cinderella at esplenade. Haha. Good seats tooo. Yayy I am so happy. I always get happy for the smallest things in life. Lol.

Ok time to meetup with cousin. Tired! Will come home to nap.

One week of holidays has passed so quickly that I feel school is going to start soon in no time again. Juzz finished his exams only on Thurs, therefore our outing was postponed only to Thurs lunch, right after his exams ended. We had lunch at Marche and chatted for awhile before they proceeded to watch a movie (I didn't because I had to leave early to watch another movie ironically). But I did enjoy the short time we spent together because we seldom get to hang out with everyone present. Usually there will always be one or two missing pple haha.

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On the other hand, I am quite disappointed because I can't go to Bali anymore! His parents feel that it is too dangerous to travel at this point in time because of lurking bombs about to explode everywhere. So, we settled for Sentosa instead. But at least it's like a resort (Siloso Beach resort). We didn't know whether to choose the Deluxe rooms or the Roof Garden Suite, but in the end we chose the roof garden suite, cos it sounded more romantic though more expensive.

This is the online description..

"Rooms with Sea view, located at level 8 and each suite features a private stairway leading to an open air private roof top garden including bathtub with jacuzzi where you can rejuvenate and enjoy the magnificent view of the sea and the tropics.
Roof terrace has 2 deck chairs for sun tanning and an open air outdoor bathtub with jacuzzi. Room Size: double story in total of 60 Square meter
*Our Roof Garden Suites are suitable for Couples and Honeymooners. Due to the unique room design, additional beds are not available for the suites."

Hmm.. although it won't be the same as going overseas, at least it's something. And we get free tix to tour Sentosa for 2 days. I think maybe I'll just laze around at the beach or sth. Too lazy to walk all ard Sentosa Haha.